Can I just say that saying goodbye in general really sucks.
I’m excited for a lot of reasons, but maybe a little scared because, I’m picking up my life and moving away to something totally foreign. It’s not as if I’m moving to a different country, it’s just three hours away! Yet, it feels as if I’m losing the home I’ve always had. Now, I know better than that and the reality is, is that I’ll have a new home, a new life, with new people. The thing that gets me though, is that I won’t be waking up early to my nephew playing his toy piano, I won’t be working out with my sister anymore, I won’t be sailing with my dad on a normal basis, and I won’t be BSing with my mom while we both endure game day. I’m saying goodbye to all those things; sure, maybe not forever, but all those things were are normal part of my life and “losing” that really sucks.
Gosh, even watching my boyfriend say his goodbyes sucked. 😥
Anywho, thank you all for being here. I know I’ll always have a home to come back to here.