Can I Just Say, Goodbyes Suck!

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Hi everyone.

Can I just say that saying goodbye in general really sucks.

I’m excited for a lot of reasons, but maybe a little scared because, I’m picking up my life and moving away to something totally foreign. It’s not as if I’m moving to a different country, it’s just three hours away! Yet, it feels as if I’m losing the home I’ve always had. Now, I know better than that and the reality is, is that I’ll have a new home, a new life, with new people. The thing that gets me though, is that I won’t be waking up early to my nephew playing his toy piano, I won’t be working out with my sister anymore, I won’t be sailing with my dad on a normal basis, and I won’t be BSing with my mom while we both endure game day. I’m saying goodbye to all those things; sure, maybe not forever, but all those things were are normal part of my life and “losing” that really sucks.

Gosh, even watching my boyfriend say his goodbyes sucked. 😥

Anywho, thank you all for being here. I know I’ll always have a home to come back to here.

❤

Michelle

12 thoughts on “Can I Just Say, Goodbyes Suck!”

  2. hugsxheart

    Oh Michelle, saying goodbye to people you care the most about is the hardest thing in the world, so I totally understand what you’re feeling. Life have to go forward and you need to explore new things and make new memories. Don’t be too sad and remember that we are ALWAYS here for you ❤

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      • Yes, staying strong, I’m trying. It’s the weirdest thing. I know I’m not his mom… but I’ve always felt in many ways I was. Not in replacement of my sister, but in addition. It’s a little hard to explain and to be honest it’s starting to mess with me. It’s almost as if I’m leaving MY child behind and at the same time I know that’s not the case, but omg it hurts. I guess I have to learn how to be the aunt now and not the mom, lol.
        Thank you ❤

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      • hugsxheart

        Aaaw 😦 Don’t be sad Michelle!!! *hugs* I’m so sorry you feel that, you really love him and I can understand that it is hard to let go of that! I really hope you will be alright ❤

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      • So hard… and my mother was telling me, Oh just have one of your own! Thanks mom… I’ll get right on that. The thing is though, is that I actually do want to get on that LOL Yes, please pinch me now!! :facepalm:

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      • hugsxheart

        Hahaha oh moms 😀 Babies are such joy especially if you get own kids but do it when you both are ready. One thing is for sure though, you are going to be a wonderful, loving, smart, funny and beautiful mother! The coolest ever! That kid will be a lucky one ❤

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  3. You’re still so close that hopefully you’ll be able to spend lots of time with your family, while becoming your own person! I am across the country from my family, but have developed such stronger relationships with my family because of it, that I wouldn’t trade it for the world! 🙂

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